April 15, 2025

Dear friends, family, etc.,

I regret to inform everybody that my father Rex Gastrich aka Lindsay Rexford Gastrich raped me and my mother. As a devoted Christian my mother pledged to never leave him no matter what even though she hated his repeated anal raping that he felt entitled to according to the Bible he said. She also hated how he damaged our rectum, refused to get me medical treatment and made it very difficult to live normally and stay clean like everybody else and how I couldn’t think about it for decades because he feared being sent to prison and raped more than anything else and still does.

My mother told me how she truly felt and what I should do in the future since he brainwashed me and tried to brainwash her, but settled for injuring her until she died. She predicted her death and thought he was going to kill her and then try to kill me. Sadly, I was threatened and incentivized up and down for days and days when I was little to avoid even thinking about what my father did to us until I turned 50 years old.

One time my mother told me to come in their bedroom real quick because my father was forcing her to have anal sex and she bled. She wanted to show me that it was the wrong way to have sex she said and she showed me the blood in tissue paper and it was gross and made me very sad, upset and angry.

This year I’ve been recalling things that my mother said to me and my father. Rest assured that I am not writing my first novel. I hate novels. I am recalling terrible repressed memories that my father scared me into avoiding until now.

Sincerely,
Jason Gastrich